DAILY.
i dont usually update this blog so i assume, you are already expecting lengthy posts. but since i am now finding time to update this, and make people up to date, i think i will no longer be posting something that would require hours for people to read.
this was last updated yesterday and of course i didnt go much about how my life is going on. well, it is for one reason that i have to keep secrets on my own.
i am thinking lately, people really come and go. and you cannot always beg them to stay. and whatever happens, changes are always welcome. leaving is always acceptable.
yes. that must be who i really am. i care so much to the people around me and in return, i am no longer thinking about my own happiness. its not really about my own happiness. happiness in the sense that i can have everything i want. its just that, seeing those people i truly care for happy, makes me happy.
every night, i dont merely recite the rosary. i find time to talk to him, ask questions. its like simply talking to a friend. well, as far as i know, He likes it that way, some sort of feeling at home.
after a while having a stressful life, i still thank him. thank him for giving me enough strength. the strength that i need to move on. i always ask, why did he gave that someone to me? is it because he is meant to teach me something or was it because i am meant to teach him. either way we both learn, no matter how painful it was, lets face it, we both learned something.
saturday night, reggie said "you've seen me at my best, she loved me at my worst." wow. teary eyed. if somebody would tell you that, what would it make you feel? now, i think i should really watch that movie.
early this morning, i was going through the pages of the news paper when an article written by cory aquino caught my attention. it was entitled "staying sane and sexy" hahaha i think i should really read the article because i am already at the verge of being insane. her suggestion was to do something that would make you feel comfortable and of course, happy. i began to think, what was that one thing that makes me happy? (that one thing that will always help me forget some things which are worth forgetting.) and only one came into my mind. SHOPPING. wuhoooo! Now, i think im gonna go shopping this weekend or maybe thursday or friday. I want it asap. I will surely find time for that.
