DAILY.
it was a big relief knowing that one of the guys whom i have hurt in the past due to my vulnerability is now moving on. its good to hear that he finally found the girl. well, at first he was so hesitant to let me know, thinking that id be hurt. pero syempre, if id complain, then that would make me real selfish.
yeah. thats from the heart. i am really happy to hear what hes into right now. i am not mad, not even hurt. i am happy for id be able to breathe freely without thinking that someone is getting hurt because of me.
as of this writing, i am chatting with a friend in cali. well, again, hes updating himself of what had happened to me, saying that he'll be here wednesday. wow. he seemed to be bored. and its after a long time since we last talked, he remembered the times when we were all still lost. nothing to do but have fun, drink and smoke. grrrr that must be a long time ago already. its been years since ive been like that.
a month from now, popo will be having her biggest day in her life, her wedding. and i am so problematic cos i still dont have anything to wear. you know, im not really much of wearing those girly skirts, but she demands me to wear that. grrr
