DAILY.
its been like ages since i last stayed long enough infront of my pc. i really miss the old days.. im so bored and yet, im still here, waiting for the sunset and then wait for a new day hoping that something new and exciting would come up and make me.. well, uhmm.. happy.
this boredom is really getting into me. ive been scanning the papers to find something that would interest me. well, for one, i am a frustrated writer. im hoping i could have a column someday on our national paper. well, that must be something new for me huh. :D but come to think of it, i had writing courses before, ive once been an editor and garnered awards in the nationals but it just ended there. i wonder what happened to me then, and now, here i am again, wanting to be that writer i had once been in my life.
for months of doing nothing, i spend time watching dvds, going out sometimes with my friends whom i had never been with for i have been eaten by the fun i had with an online game. yeah, i missed them. its never late to be in touch with them again.
saturday, 13th of october, i spend the night with them. the people were those who i used to get along with on my single days. bottle sessions, smoke, tambay and a lot more. i am so surprised to see them and they were like "kate. where have you been?!"
of course, they were never really updated in my life. i decided to stay away for i wanna be alone, live a different life as theirs. but i realized, they are still a part of who i am right now. i enjoyed the night, really. i had, i think 5 bottles of beer and it made me a bit tipsy. but still, it was one of the greatest moments i would never get tired remembering.
the crowd was like a mixture of all sorts. highschool friends, college friends and of course, my long lost suitors way way back then. well i thought, all these years they could have forgotten the feeling they once offered to me. but no. theyre still into me, hahaha my head, its gpin up!! lol
after that night, theyre now texting me. asking how life had been all these years that i was gone. ecahnging stories and laughters, thats what keeping me happy these days inspite of boredom. ceri john is that one cute guy i had always been wanting to go out with. well that was before. but lets accept it, hes still cute, ooooh so manly. rarrr but its enough. i am family girl now, a career that i would forever take. and he knows about that so that must be it. we're friends now.
