DAILY.
Just a while ago, i received a forwarded text message from jaygay and it goes like this:
"love is in the air....... and i dont care."
Hehehe funny. I thought jaygay was still desperately inlove with lou. well, maybe yes or maybe not. Or maybe he is just like me, got tired of loving.
Loving drains people. Its like you exerted all your effort and still ended to nothing but pain. Oo.. when you love, you must always be ready to get hurt. I was. But not anymore. Enough pains for now. Kinain na ng pain na yan ang puso ko.
Before i used to be a very insecured jealous person, but now, look at me, naging super insensitive naman.. Sala sa init sala sa lamig. Hay..
Another text from lois naman..
"Which is more painful? Saying something and wishing you didnt? or Not saying something and wishing you did?"
Alin nga ba? Hmn.. I go for "saying something and wish u didnt." Mahirap kasi bawiin ang mga bagay na nasabi mo na.. No matter how sorry you are, nakasakit ka na.. at tumanim na yun sa puso at utak ng taong nasaktan mo.. sad..
Hay buhay.. jealousy is only for people inlove. Good thing i am not. What is jealousy again? :D
