DAILY.
i always believed that love can save a relationship. i always believed that if you truly love someone, its worth fighting for. but as i go through life, i begin to realize, is it really worth fighting for?
i always believed in him, loved him more than i did with anybody else. but is this enough to sustain a relationship? i bet not.
i always wanted to move on. i always wanted to forget. but i just cant. i became so attached that i can no longer call myself me without him.
things changed. its no longer the same. no matter how hard i try to save what we have, if only one person is willing to do it, its just nonsense. not even worth a single effort of fighting for it.
now, i am praying for more strength. strength that will help me move on. strength that will help me find myself whole again.
right. its really hard to move on. but i know i can do it.
goodbyes may not be forever but ill surely try to put an end to everything worth leaving behind.